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all aloneI feel more alone,  Than ive ever felt before,   
Ive lost sleep,  Ive lost tears,  Ive lost hope.   
Theres nothing left to hold onto-  Not that I would.   
I don’t want to live  Another day  Lying in agony,  I concede defeat,  Let me be.  Let me die.   
I don’t want another day,  Another breath,  Knowing myself,  And who I have become.   
I don’t recognize myself,  Or who I have become.   
 I cant stay another day,  All the pressure,  All the expectations,  All lead to my fuckup.   
Why b all alone
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paperYou'll read of me in the paper,  read my my bad moves,  you'll hear of my mistake,  hear words echoing "what a shame"  you'll hear my story,  what a sob story it is.  youll read my obituary,  making me better than i am,  stronger than i am   
I am not,  the one of which you write,  i am not better,  based on the words you will write,  My life will not be better,  because of your fake words,   
You'll read of me in the paper,  and say what a shame,  its not,  its a relief,  from all this pain,  all this heartbrrake.I deserve what await paper
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fuck upall i am is a fuck up,  your right i suppose,  who else would make these same mistakes,   
who else would cut themselves,  hurt everyone around them,  me,  i guess i am,  just a big fuck up,   
who else could fail a class,  get kicked out of another,  all because im to stuboorn to change,  only me,  worlds biggest fuck up.   
who else dreams of death,  dreams of being free,  who else would do this to their mom,  do this to their girlfriend,  do this to his friends?  only a fuck up like me,   
i guess all of you are right,  y fuck up
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OverwhelmedOverwhelmed,  more homework,  more work,  homework- work,  work homework,  
late assignments,  
7 page essays,  F's in classes,  coming as frequent as the waves,  struggling to make it to the surface,  before another wave breaks me,   
More work,  more tests,  sat's,  mid terms,  work,  all consuming my time,  cant get ahead,  cant step ahead,   
cant stop looking in the past,  cant stop wishing i had another chance,   
dont wanna be here no more,  jsut wanna sit in my room,  with my own expectations,  my own Overwhelmed
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sorry LJ

Mon Jan 17, 2005, 7:43 AM
i found out who turned in my deviations... jsut want to appologize to LJ, i accused her- the only connection i could draw- i was wrong, i am sorry LJ, you all should check out her stuff. LJ sorry

anyways- now i know who turned in my stuff...so i knwo that ppl who i dont want to read this are...so this is the last thing from me...ill make another name- but i wont use any names in any of my poems and wont tell anyone....


sorry guys....
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  • Current Residence: some land of farmers
  • Interests: music,
  • Favourite movie: miracle, requiem for a dream, master and commander
  • Favourite band or musician: AFI- HOOBASTANK- INCUBUS
  • Favourite genre of music: whatever draws emotion at the time
  • Favourite artist: no clue- im a moron
  • Favourite photographer: marcus
  • Personal Quote: "some people are so afriad to die they never begin to live"
  • Tools of the Trade: my brain (when it works)

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~questiontoheaven Jan 13, 2005, 3:08:58 PM
Jeffie, it's LJ
changed my name because theres too much depressing shit on the other one and i'm not in the mood to be reminded of it as something in the past. I can think about it now and write about it now, but i dont want to look back on what i wrote then. Too many tears over it. I'm done with that.
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~Mongoloid Sep 24, 2004, 11:41:39 AM
You were wondering how I found your poem, when you submit a poem it shows up on the deviantart main page until other people submit work so sometimes I wait for poetry to show up and I read whatever comes up

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~malcontent Jun 4, 2004, 10:59:07 AM
Yo Jeff. Its Marcus. Bueno Poetry. Rock on.
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~eskimokisses823 Apr 26, 2004, 4:02:23 PM
:heart:

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~BananagoddessAZ Mar 28, 2004, 5:43:07 PM
i love all your writings..very good indeed! i will be back to check out more so post more!!!

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~happyholidays Jan 26, 2004, 12:34:50 PM
uhhh ah hello got this link from eskimo kissess will come back and look at your poems soon!
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~eskimokisses823 Jan 25, 2004, 3:43:31 PM
i :heart: you jeff!! i hope everything works out and you know that i'm always here for you. we go through many of the same things together so i know that i can talk to you too.

:blackrose: laura

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"Trying to be someone else is a waste of who you already are"-Kurt Cobain
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~jade09 Jan 22, 2004, 4:50:48 PM
hey bro, thatnks for the comment. i feel u, your journal is deep as fuck. it's where i'm at too. keep your head up man.
hey, it dosen't rain every day right;) and shit. change is unstopable. dude, fuck these girls who clame they want a man and when the get one they just wanna be sluts. lol dude just live a bit, good things are bound to come aiight. peace bro, and welcome to deviant art.
~jade

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